I Want You to Find Jesus (Ebook)

8/There's a conversation you've been praying instead of having.

For years, I carried the ache of loving a son who doesn't share my faith — praying his name more than I said it to him, waiting for a "right moment" that never seemed to arrive, and mistaking silence for patience more often than I'd like to admit.

I Want You to Find Jesus is not a formula for getting someone to believe what you believe. It's an honest, still-unresolved look at what it actually costs to love someone across a difference this deep — written from the middle of it, not from the other side.

In this book, you'll discover:

Why silence often feels safer than speaking, and how to tell real wisdom from fear wearing wisdom's clothes.  The strange, ambiguous grief of loving someone who's still alive. How to recognize when "just checking in" has quietly become control dressed up as love. Honest ways to open a hard conversation — without a script, and without becoming the sermon you never wanted to be. What it actually means to stay, present and soft, no matter how the conversation goes.

If you're carrying someone too — a son, a spouse, a parent, a friend — this book won't hand you easy answers. It will hand you permission to stop waiting for the perfect moment, and the courage to finally say what you've only ever prayed about.

A time to be silent, and a time to speak. This is the story of learning to tell the difference.